Guilty, I am!
I don’t understand, the day I handed my resignation letter and the day I signed my new work contract, lahat ng sipag at nalalaman ko sa work ko regarding my current company left my body system, in just a snap.
I totally lose all the interest, before if you ask me regarding my question I can answer, but now? I have to think deeply and kelangan ko icheck ang emails and files just to get an answer. And making matter worst, I’ve been out of office since Saturday and tomorrow is my last day. Talk about me being soooo unprofessional.
Maybe I’m being like this due to lack of interest in my current work, excitement in my new work which will start next week. Also maybe, because my body and mind is yearning so badly for a looooooong rest, vacation, peace of mind. Ung tipong wala talagang inaalala na work or responsibility. Yes I’ve been in vacation at some point of my 3years and 9months stay in company but I can’t keep my mind of it. Very seldom that I didn’t think of a code problem or strategy.
I am so cherishing this moment, this is my very first long break and I’m not confined in the rooms of the hospital. I feel rejuvenated somehow. I think when I get to work on Monday I have enough energy to listen and learn the stuff I needed to know.
I think sometimes being lazy is good for the mind. Since I’ve been lazying in work, I’ve been busying with my blog and other stuffs. My mind is relaxed and somehow I missed going to work, which I think I badly needed.